She makes me smile!

The past few months, have been the hardest in my life, more to the point for almost two years now I have suffered in silence knowing that no good can come from sharing what can't be explain. Then six months ago my life was shattered into a thousands  pieces while my husband and son in trying to defend my life and my peace of mind decided to confront someone who had been stalking the neighborhood and because of their over protectiveness of me became the most pain full day in my life. My son is still behind bars on a bogus charge and Jose is waiting to see what the future will bring. I have nights I don't sleep and all I want to do is cry, but you can't live life like that You have to make something out of the pain you are experiencing, physical and emotional. I have to make money to help my family I have my hands which hurt everyday but still work pain and all. I am designing my jewelry again and crocheting handbags and scarf and even jewelry, I am also painting I Have found some measure of peace knowing that by creating  I feed my soul and I can help my family which is needed now more than ever. Its hard to be on the sidelines and not be able to contribute, because I am on a fixed income which is paying for the house so thank God for all Miracles big and small. I will post photos and information if anyone is interested in buying an original work of art which no one will have since I don't repeat designs.
One of the things that has changed with my creations is the introduction of more raw materials, I am researching the healing properties of minerals, rock and metals. I know Cooper is good for arthritis so my metals are for the most part Cooper, I use some Silver ans some Iron. These elements of the earth combined have some really special magic. I know that since I started working with these materials I am sleeping I haven't slept like that is almost to years. I am discovering something I already knew but had forgotten in the middle of all the family drama, I am happiest when I can create and that despite what the world think my family is guilty of nothing but loving me unconditionally, so I am never going to judge what they have done with no other eyes but those of love. Society can suck a lemon they have no idea what my family has gone through.

Anyways I wanted to share some photos of the kids and my Jewelry. I only accept Paypal it is safe easy and I don't have to worry about having a cart, which I have no money for know.