I am thinking sometimes that can be dangerous!

I am thinking sometimes that is a good thing sometimes it is not so I will leave it up to the people who read my blog to decide. This has been a hard week for me, my incision is leaking fluid and the Dr says she will have to reopen part of it if it continues. I don't want to have to deal with that so I am trying to will my body to heal easier said than done. I am not doing much my hubby took three weeks off work so he could take care of me and the house and I really have been focused on me and that is a good thing. He goes back to work on Monday and is worried but I promised to take it easy and I am pretty good at keeping my life simple. I have worked really hard to be where I am now I am not putting my health at risk. My concerns are of other nature and right now I really have to keep thinking about solutions to my very serious economic situation. I am on disability from my job and as of June 15 my contract with the school District is done and I am out of any kind of Income. Usually that is not a problem I divide my checks in twelve months but with the disability checks you can't do that. I am not going to be working summer school this year because of my health issues my Dr has not released me to work yet and I need to get better to be able to work. My energy levels are still low compared to how I felt a month ago this surgery does take a lot of energy from you. Add to that my labs still coming up with my anemia so who knows what my Dr will say when I go in to see him. I know I have to think my health is first but when you have a family and bills to pay you really have to think about that too. I want to start making jewelery and start selling that. I still have scarves that I want to sell. I know with summer here people don't like to think of winter or winter things. I have to find a solution to my dilemma and I need wisdom in making the right choices. Life is not always easy but since my motto is always keeping it real, I will try my best to make sure I live by what I preach. I was thinking there is a solution and I just need to find it, keep me in your thoughts and prayers because this is one of those things that really only I can solve. I don't have a rich uncle somewhere so I need to be the solution to my problem. Moving on! I was on You Tube today love going there and finding all kinds of clips of singers I loved when I was growing up, Palito Ortega, Lucecita, Danny Rivera, Yolandita Monge, Nydia Caro, Sandro, Raphael, Marisol, Joselito,Ray Barreto, Fania All Stars and I love finding my father hey I love the guy. Check this one out, I think he is the hardest working singer I know. Here are some photos remember always live life with a purpose and that regardless of the obstacles in your path as long as you are alive you can do something. Say hi if you come by!! Hugs Wanda